} ; Everything is Never As It Seems*

Friday, April 17, 2009

This week has been a well, busy one. Monday and tuesday was relative chalet, wednesday and thursday was coursemate chalet.

I sent my cousin off on Tuesday. It was a huge experience for me. He was enlisting that day, and I had a tour of the whole of Tekong. It was not as bad as I thought it would be. I thought it was gonna be like Survivor and we had to sleep on the mud. Lol, maybe during field camp I guess. There were beds and recreation rooms and so on, and the food was alright. I think I should stop worrying the worst and live life the way it should be. NS is gonna be cool!

I went for the anf coursemate chalet on wednesday. It was so much fun. Peeps like Edric, Wee Kwang, Carolyn, Eric, Joanne, Guo Zhi, Johnathan and Josiah were there. We swam together, ate, and played together. It was so much fun! The games in particular. There's so much you can do with poker cards. I enjoyed Polar Bear so much. You had to psycho everyone. I am a good actor. Haha.

On thursday, oh, end of the chalet, so the guys and the 2 girls haha, came to my place. We played mahjong and watched TV together. So I guess they can't complain anymore that they have never been to my place. Haha, I hope you guys and girls.. had fun. That's almost half the day gone. Oh ya, the SAVE for american idol has been used. Thank god the judges used it ultimately.

Today was another day gone. It's my final free day. Next week's the start to Year 3. I am very excited. Oh yes, my timetable. I love it. Monday to wednesday are packed from 9-4. But thursday and friday starts from 9-11. Friday's so awesome. I am free to go out or do whatever after 11!

Permanent announcement: I have decided to keep BC. I would like to apologise to some of my coursemates, where I promised to surrender my BC position to them. Haha, my parents told me to keep the subject cos they find math as one of my strengths. The tutor for BC is rather nice too, cos she's my mother's close friend. So yea. As much as I would love to study CAC, I think maybe next time in the uni, or ACCA? Haha, I really dunno. It would have been great if I studied BC last sem. Then I need not have to make the horrid decision of forgoing CAC. CAC sounds really interesting. Credit Administration Control. How cool. Really I mean it.

Oh back to today. I watched Fast and furious with Hao Feng and Mhutu. It was quite a bad show haha. I honestly could not wait for it to end. It was not easy to comprehend either, especially when you did not watch the first three seasons. Ah well, then had jap buffet with the two of them. It was a chance to catch up with my close buds before they enlist next week.

Oh yea. I did some serious reflection on the way home. This holiday was once again a trainwreck, as in a slack and wasted one. Given an awesome timetable this sem, I had better use my time more wisely. Needa work smart! I have decided to use Monday, Wednesday and Thursday for swimming or seriously start working out. Tuesday can be my rest day or something. Friday would be for going out or recreational purposes.

Also, I think that I should start coming better prepared for tutorials. I hope this strategy works, then I can obtain 3.72 as my max culmulative GPA... Haha, but ultimately, doesn't matter if I really do it or not la, cos the GPA is just a numerical figure; hehe, sounds like the fox who says the grapes are sour just cos he can't get them. Whatever seriously. I plan to just give my best in my final year.

Really. I am so contradicting... I sound like I wanna get a perfect score for the semesters to come initially, then later I say that I just wanna do my best. It's complicated, confounding.

It's a weird thing. Life. Sometimes you're game, sometimes you're lame. I mean sometimes I talk too much on blog, sometimes I don't feel like talking. Sometimes I strive to be perfect, but sometimes I just wanna cruise through. Sometimes I feel good about myself, but sometimes I live in self-doubt. Life's just like being Hot and Cold.

The main point is: I really hope I start being happy with who I am. A lot has changed, and a lot will keep changing in the years to come.

P.S. It's a really long and scatterbrainish post, so I do apologise.

Ken Out :)

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