} ; Everything is Never As It Seems*

Thursday, July 31, 2008

31st July 2008

July has been a bad month. Hardly anything good happens and life just sucks now. I'm still good though, cos this month is coming to a close. I was anticipating my leadership individual assignment, and in my mind, I pictured an A, but it was a C plus. Ah well, disappointed, but still life goes on. 2 days ago, I was about to receive my group law results, so I was expecting low fifties, and WOW, i got fifty-seven!:O So, I guess it's about time I be more down to earth and honest with myself. I gotta start telling myself: I'm not that good after all.

But to cut that whole load of crap short, well, when i am overconfident, i end up demoralised, and when i feel down and out, things turn out better. And thank you very much my dear tutor, for just giving 8 As to 8 students of your 6 classes. You mean the rest of your students really that not worthy of the A? Can't you be any generous? 8 As out of 150 students?

Well, I betta make use of tommorow to study, and I MEAN STUDY, my leadership to make it up for that C plus. My CAS is lagging as well...Today's not such a good day, and I wore my white shirt for nothing.

Sorry my leadership groupmates. You guys chose me to pick up the presentation lot, and I got 6 for youXD. So we're to present next week. Damn sorry, haha. Thanks to leadership and character, I have decided that CDSes are not that easy after all. So i guess i will not take anymore CDS for sem 4. Just I aced public speaking and global citizenship much due to luck. haha

Though my studies may not be so good, I still have my friends and classmates. Next week, i'm gonna have 2 outings and I can hardly wait. :)

Righto, I'm off to mug for CAS. LATER FOLKS.

Ken Out :)

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

27th July 2008

One thing I wish I could change about myself would be... to stop procrastinating. Damn, I enjoy postponing my studies to like a few minutes later while using the net, and the few minutes later soon enough accumulate to an hour, and still nothing's done. This poly semester is one hectic one, and I am not doing anything to rescue myself.

I guess I'm gonna gear up this week. Leadership test and CAS test are just one week away, and I am gonna go for it! I'm pleased with my performance in ACCPAC practical yesterday. DAMN IT, it was not the same as the mock, but I managed to have some figures on the printouts, so YEA. WELL DONE KEN!!!

Erm, I am not being sacastic. Really pleased with myself. haha.:) I'm a survivor!

I'm tryna find an article to present for PCA. Shares are so boring, so tryna find partnership ones.

But oh well, end of the day, I guess I'll just give everything my best shot. It's ONE MORE MONTH TO THE END OF THIS SEM! My dear friends, please hang in there! Things will get better in time! Here's a song to all of you. I'm dumb cos I dunno how to change my blog music. MAGG, PLS HELP ME XD!

Ken Out :)

9:21 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

24th July 2008

Ok, was emo the whole morning, but felt better later. Finance was better than I expected, scraped a 14.5 upon 20. I expected a fail haha. But yeah, so I have not lost all my 2 As. It's just one A, hopefully.

So, today I am much luckier. Remembered all of a sudden we needed to submit the leadership in softcopy. Phew. Thanks ryan and jun hong for the reminder.

Life's better now, but I have still learnt a lesson from yesterday. I must not be complacent. I know I am not a smart person, so I gotta rely on my hardwork to attain my results. Gotta chiong for my ACCPAC test.

Here's a song in 2002 from nickelback. I love this band so much and I believe in this song so much. Here goes:

Ken Out :)

1:30 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

23rd July 2008

So life's screwed today. Had a gloomy driving lesson, and got horrible CMA test grades. Was kinda expecting it, cos I knew from the paper, I was in trouble. Complacency has murdered me, and I think I have not been working hard this semester. I guess I will start from this day. It's one month to the examination, but I believe I can do it. It's a wake up call for me.

I'm gonna do it!!! Thanks to those who cheered me up. I feel a lot better. Especially my swimming friends. They knew from one look I was down. I'm up now.:) Thank you so much.

I have a new nickname. Apparently, the whole swim team is obssessed with pokemon, so we call each other by pokemon names. We have machop, togepi, err, raichu, snorlax, jigglypuff.. Bla bla, and I am A...

CLEFAIRY!!! LOL! Why? Cos I'm white and fluffy, and my hair was curled up a little. So Duh ta... Looks kinda girly, but I heard there are male species of clefairy too.

So here's a song which I like, and it's for me. Cos I guess I needa take things one step at a time. I guess I betta stop rushing through things which could be important.

Ken Out :)

11:23 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

19 July 2008

So yesterday marked the end of ACCPAC project! WOOHOO, free like a bird! Now we're left with the practical test (whereby I have to start practicing) and the end of year test. Damn, CAS is really stressing me out.

But who cares? Yesterday, after driving lesson, I went to watch THE DARK KNIGHT with calender and his cousinXD. LOL, did not know they were cousins especially when they looked alike. THE DARK KNIGHT really lives up to its name. It's not for the faint hearted, and the JOKER, or heath ledger, wow, he played his role so well! I'M A FAN OF THE JOKER!! Kinda sad though Heath passed on early this year. But the show really rocks.

EHEHEHEHEHEHEHE...

Ken Out :)

10:15 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

16th July 2008

HELL YEAH! I PASSED MY BTT DRIVING!

YEAH! :d I LOVE MY MAMA!

Ken Out :)

2:10 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

15th July 2008

I'll make this post a short one. Tomorrow's my BTT test. I don't feel like I in it to pass it. It's 5 wrong and you're out! DAMN. So, I guess I'll just givit me best. HAHA, i'm out!

Ken Out :)

10:35 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

13th July 2008

Ok, I was too overwhelmed by the finance test yesterday that I forgot about happier things that took place over this week. Stupid class tests, shove off please!!!

Lol, with that out of my head, Law project was down! YEA! On compiling the content page, I was singing F.I.R.'s 飞行部落。 So i was a clown to lyncia and hui shan, cos on singing this song's chorus, like around the oh hai yai yai oh hei part, I just had to screech by accident, or "zhao xia" LOL, it was so embarrassing, those two just went berserk, laugh till their faces go red, you know, that sort of thing. LOL. But Whoa, that song's not easy to sing. So, don't you go laughing at me. Recently, I have been putting videos on my blog. Realised how easy it was. LOL

Oh, I listen to english mainstream hits mainly, like 95%. Sometimes I listen to chinese musicXD. Part from Mayday and FAN WEI QI, FIR is my ultimate fave. The lead singer is SO pretty... and her voice is HOT! DAMN, her name's FEI right? I think her red hair is lovely...:D

Yeah, I don't listen to a lot of chinese music now, cos I've not ben going to KBOX. My dear marist pals, when we goin' KBOX? Missed those days we jump on the sofa, throw peanuts at each other, and bully the KBOX waitresses...XD Good old days. LOL, ah well, now's life's really boring.

It's always getting rid of PCA, then CMA, then finance tutorials so as to make way for projects, tests and what not. Life's really hectic and I have lost touch with the earlier chapters and my friends, be it from maris, 1A05 or my present class. I need an outing badly... This semester in TP is really killing me. DAMN can i wait for next sem. I got 4 subjects ONLY! MUHAHAHA!!!

I've been neglecting my CCA swimming too. Stamina's like shit, and I'm getting a little lethargic and plump.

ARGH, whatever, I'm off to play ball with my dog. LATER!

Ken Out :)

5:18 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

12th July 2008

This was never meant to be an emo blog... but well, was emo just now, but felt better after having 10 plates of sakae sushi for lunch...XD So eating your favourite food does wonders to make you feel better.

Why so sad? Finance test was a mess. I was shivering throughout the whole paper. Man, why? I blanked out totally. Finance is suppose to be my favourite subject, and after the MCQ that bloody 10 mark question, I just had to screw it up. DAMN! This week sucks. My CMA test was a mess too. And I got A s for these 2 in the mid sems. SHIT... There goes my aces. Not going back to emo, going to fight back. Not giving up!

This song made me feel a hell lot betta. I feel pumped up.
I have it on itunes. So you may request it from me if you like it.

Here are the lyrics:
Looking back at the beginning of this
And how life was
Just you and me and love and all of our friends
Living life like an ocean
Now the currents slowly pulling me down
It's getting harder to breath
It won't be too long and I'll be going under
Can you save me from this

('Cause) It's not my time,
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go

I look ahead to all the plans that we made
And the dreams that we had
I'm in a world that tries to take them away
Oh, but I'm taking them back
All this time I've just been to blind to understand
What should matter to me
My friend, this life we live
Is not what we have, it's what we believe

(And) It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
Now I know that
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
Oh, I won't go
I won't go

(solo)

There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, It's not my time
I'm not going
There's a will in me
Now it's gonna show
This could be the end of me
And everything I know, oh
There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
And I won't go
No I won't go down (yeahh)

Ken Out :)

4:16 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

8th July 2008

OMG! I passed my law!!! LOL, on the dot. XD

So year 2 really ain't so easy, but I am satisfied with my grades.

Legal Aspects Of Business 25/50 D
Computer Accounting System 21/30 B
Partnership and Company Accounts 37.5/50 B plus
Cost Management Accounting 32.5/40 A
Business Finance 26/30 A

Yeah, so apparently, i needa work on my law and computer accounting. Man, I am so kuku in my project and seriously need to work at it. Am super blurr with the whole ACCPAC program. DAMN

Tommorow's CMA test. Gotta mug. LATER!

Ken Out :)

8:39 PM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

3th July 2008

I was famous on the 1st of July! Cos of the video "KEN LEE" LOL!

The TP director showed it to the lecturers, so PCA lecturer Ms God showed it to the class. WOW, i bet everyone in ANF knows my name now. LOL!

F.Y.I: I'M LIE KEN, NOT KEN LEE! XD

This is the BOOBOO video.

This is the real one:by kelly clarkson;youtube did not allow me to copy the embeded for mariah's version.:(

This week was hell of datelines. First was the PCA assignment, then came the individual leadership assignment that was due today. BOE is due tmr. OMG, but so glad it's all cleared now. Stage cleared:D.

So i've yet to do my APEL, yet, so I guess I'll start soon. LOL!
I got my finance today. YEAH, so it's 2 As.
I'll blog again tmr and tell you all my results for the mid sem, provided I do ok for my CAS test. haha, WHAT about law? Screw it. haha

So I'm gonna learn driving tmr. YEAH, SO EXCITED!
LATER GUYS!

Ken Out :)

11:00 PM