Tuesday, September 23, 2008
23rd September 2008
Sunburnt, and it hurts. I'm pinkish in the face, blogging now. Tampines Swimming Complex Rocks. Ryan and Myself ain't white boys anymore.
I am not really enjoying my holiday. 3 reasons: Swimming, Driving and Working. I feel I am not enjoying myself in these three activities.
I chose swimming in year 1 to keep fit. But the motivation's dying. I'm getting lazier and especially since competition season is next month, I can't and don't want to represent TP.
I chose driving cos it looks like fun. Nope, wrong strategy. Why The hell did I take up manual. Should Have Just Zoomed to Auto. I'm just not ready!
I chose my job so that I can gain experience on working in the service industry and money. But I'm starting to lose zest in my job. I did not give careful consideration and just took the job because the restaurant is near my place. Oh man, what am I doing?
I hate to back out. But I Can't Back Out. I Don't feel like backing out.
Why the hell is the matter with me?
I must press on.
I AM NOT A QUITTER.
