} ; Everything is Never As It Seems*

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

8th January 2008

I was happy though with my BUS STATS results: 46/50.

BUT, Becoming an emo boy these days. Stress levels are back. Project datelines, or should I say DeadlineS are like in 2 weeks, and I've 3 projects left to tackle.

Macroecons is going fine, but our other two projects are not so good.

There's Managing Business Systems, a total project that is chewing my ass really. I'm not an IT sort of person, and I'm really starting to worry about my future. I mean, so far my test results are fine, in face pretty pleased with them, but when you go out to work, who really cares about results, when you suck at IT.

My IT is hopeless man. I cannot master Microsoft Excel, and got like 7.5/15 for the online excel test, and now Microsoft Access, which is a HELL LOT DAMN fing difficult. Man man, and there's Organisational behaviour. Another pain in the ass cos the articles are easy to find, but it's whether they're applicable or not. DAMN! My article about teenage swearing got rejected by Mrs ong today. She said it's a good article to talk about one's personality, but it lacks one more concept. AND YOU NEED TWO BLOODY CONCEPTS for each article analysis.

I really apologise that I'm getting vulgar here, cos it's not my natureXD. But you know, school's in and pressure's back. Things you enjoy leave you early, things you hate get stuck with you forever. I love my current CDS so much: PUBLIC SPEAKING. The people are so sociable and friendly, and it's like I've 5 weeks left with them:(. My ANF class too. I'm so going to miss them, and the bad thing is the class's gonna split up next year.

Anyhow, I think i should chill before i really explode. I kinda do not enjoy swimming no more too. Cos last time the goal was to go there and burn fat. Now, training's getting tougher, and I've to eat a lot so that I won't die in training. DAMN...

I'm out.

Ken Out :)

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